A New Year To Come..

Unforgettable Names..

No matter how much days spent and to spend in that place am workin in.. i would never forget those names.. Eman we Donia we Abeer.. those were my first and true friends at work.. i would never forget them..

i missed abeer's jokes and laughin all the time.. and she tought me how to be cool and calmy.. as long as am doin my part..

an i missed Donia's company..we were togeather most of our times except workin.. she is one of the kindest and most decent persons i've ever met.. she tought me how to be hounst while workin.. she tought me how to let my feelings go..and never block them as long as they are goin in the right direction..
Donia and Abeer have not contributed in my last year that much coz they have left the company.. but they left beautiful things inside that could not be forgotten..

Can not descirbe how much i missed that sweet, sensitive, gentle Girl ..Eman.. although she left at the middle of the last year.. but she will never know or imagine how things could be completly different if she was still around with me.. As for me She was like safety to me.. in that place.. bgd..and now that thing is gone.. el7amdulelah anyway ..

Nada..although it was only one year.. but without knowin or realizin.. she became the closest to me.. i dun know how or when.. i can never forget how ppl have always said how much we are alike.. and i could never stop smiling or even laughin everytime i remember the way we used to talk .. so funny.. so fast.. and always mentioning ppl names in the middle of our talk in a random, unorganized and hysterical manner :D .. She helped me alot.. She really did.. a7'erha :) from about month ago.. she did me a great help when i needed it SO BAD.. she put me again on the right track.. She tought me alot.. and gave me alot.. i wish i could see her everyday as i used to.. that would be much better.. that would be a great help.. she is one of the best gifts i've ever got from God.. :) she really is..

Doaa.. My lovely friend.. althought we were not friends aslan untill from about one passed year.. but i guess i've been missin alot.. she tought me alot of things and showed me alot un-intentionally .. being with her.. makes me feel so comfortable.. makes me sure that i could say whatever i wanna say whenever i wanna say.. and no way that she could get me wrong.. when am with her.. it is like bein free of mind constraints.. i can set with her silent.. she would not mind.. i can set with her without stop talkin.. she also would not mind.. i can set with her sayin bla bla bla.. she would never stop me..she even could bla bla bla with me.. :) i can set with her talkin only about myself for 2 hours.. and she would do nothin but hearin.. :) she makes me laugh too much also.. i guess that when me and her are with each other and laughin. we could be laughin for a whole day without stopping : ) am sure about that..
i love her too much.. and am sure she loves me back so.. those past 4 or 5 months she helped me alot.. i was and still :) in a great mind confusion.. she is always there for me.. sometimes she makes it hard on me.. ) but am sure she is doin that for my own sake..no more..
If it wasn for God's help and you.. those last 6 months.. i dun think that i could be hangin on in that place..
somethin suddenly passed my mind to tell... from about two weeks or alittle more.. she was not ok so that she could come to work that day.. and i can not forget myself.. bein worried about her after callin her more than three times and her Mob. was Off.. my day got upside down.. i did not wanna work or do anythin untill i get to know where is she? is she ok? is she gonna come to work..? and finally. . when she called me and told me that she is not feelin well.. and she is not gonna come.. i really did not find the reason for seein me cryin that day.. but i just could not help it..and saw my self silly and actin childishly.. but i was goin to miss her.. ALOT..
i really wanna thank her for bein part of my life .. i wish that she is feelin the same back .. and am also wishin to be here for her whenever and wherever she wants me to be ..Inshaallah :)

In anyone's life .. we can find different types of personalities to meet, influence and b influenced from..
sometimes, ppl get into your life.. affect you +vely..and just leave you one day.. with a good memory.. or a good lessons carved in mind..regardless of the person who gave you the good lesson itself..
others get into your life and affect you -vely.. and leave you one day.. with a bad memory.. or hard experience also could be craved in mind .. and you just find yourself can not remember anythin about that person him/herself .. but a bad memory or experience..
Others get into your life.. and affect you +vely.. but not like the others above.. you could find those ppl to be a real values in your life.. like marks or symbols.. could not be forgotton..neither thier names nor thier characters or thier additions to your life from lessons to experiences to good memories... you're just findin them there in your mind and heart constantly and un-intentionally :)

posted by Sue... @ 4:19 PM